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Sunday, 30 May 2010

I’m sorry that sometimes, I get a little jealous, thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. I guess it’s my insecurities acting up. Because I know that I’m not the prettiest, smartest or most fun and exciting girl. But I do know that no matter how far and long you look, you will never find someone that loves ~~you~~ like I do.
No one else will have me like you do
i love living life with you by my side
you're a smart kid with a beautiful smile
and oh God, those technicolor eyes
Sometimes you just have to realize that you can't have it all. You can't fix what you've done. You need to move on & try to be happy. Even if it's the hardest thing you'll ever have to do.
You can’t hide from life, eventually you’ve got to live it
the truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed
I have this feeling deep inside of me that some way,
somehow, we're going to end up together.
You are not boring or vain or simple or mean. You're colorful, complex, and have a beauty that's all your own. And for the record, you are infinitely nicer than they give you credit for.

Sunday, 21 February 2010

As I look back on all that has happened: growing up, growing together, changing you, and changing me, there were times when we dream together, when we laughed an cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I will truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever.. Our todays make memories of tomorrow. Therefore, it is with all my heart that I send you my love. hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you for all we have meant to each other and for what the future may hold.
Hey girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines wish stick like models. Eat healthy and exercise, that's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough; you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 3 or size 14. It's doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person. As long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. -Gerard Way
The one thing I hate the most is saying goodbye. It's never been easy for me. I mean, how do you approach the concept of goodbye? Goodbyes are all different. Some are for a day, some are for a month. But others are forever. And the concept of forever is hard to accept. It's like hey, I'm never going to see you again, goodbye. It doesn't feel complete. But I think that's what goodbyes are. They're incomplete and you honestly don't know how long the goodbye will last. It's a part of life.
Most girls say they want a fairytale, but you taught me that it's not really what I want. I want someone who will make fun of me and laugh at my jokes even if they aren't funny; Someone that wrestles with me and doesn't let me win just 'cause I'm a girl. Yeah, riding off into the sunset on a white horse would be nice..but playing football with you seems so much better
all the four quotes are from loveis-fearless, go there.. there are a lot of good qoutes there

Thursday, 18 February 2010

First off all, I want to say something. but i dont know how.
About a moth ago, me and my, oke, how do you call it.. exbestfriend? stoped our fight, and when it finnaly got ok, her mom died, i knew her.. and it got me thining, i never think about how blessed I am to have both of my parents with me. And im so sorry for you Kelly, if you ever read this ! I think about it alot.. You know im always there for you.
RIP Sonja ..
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nothing special, just a couple pictures i liked.

i really like this tattoo

Monday, 08 February 2010

01
the true test of love isn't when you're together,
it comes when you're apart
& you realize that despite the distance,
love is still there.
02
I think its pretty much impossible,
to forget someone who was once
the only reason you smiled
03
our past, it changes us
and shapes us into who we are today.
but that should not stop us
from fulfilling our dreams,
our destiny, or our future.
04
at the end of the day,
i realize you're all i really want.  
when all the confusion clears
and i think about my life,  
i can't think of anyone else
i'd rather have next to me than you.
05
I will show you love
like you've never loved before.
I will go the distance and back for more,
if you just say the word.
06
season's change, I change too
like spring and summer I fall to you
07
my heart was telling me a message when
I first met your eyes: "That's him. He's the one
08
no matter how many coins you throw in a fountain,
or the number of fingers you cross,
if it's not meant to be, it won't happen
09
sometimes when I'm far away from you,
I get a little lost, a little out of my element.
10
thought I could live in your arms
and spend every moment I had with you
stay up all night with the stars
confess all the faith that I had in you
11
welcome every morning with a smile.
look on the new day as another special gift
from your creator, another golden opportunity
to complete what you were unable to finish yesterday.
today will never happen again.
don't waste it with a false start or no start at all.
you were not born to fail.
12
that's what I'm afraid of.
not being enough. not good enough,
not smart enough, not pretty enough
13
one of the hardest parts of life
is deciding whether to walk away
or try harder.

Sunday, 24 January 2010

01
i've learned a lot this year... i learned that things don't always turn out the way you planned, or the way you think they should. & i've learned that there are things that go wrong that don't always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. i've learned that some broken things stay broken, & i've learned that you can get through bad times & keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you
02
don't let anyone make you feel like you don't deserve what you want
03
i could conquer the world with one hand?as long as youre holding the other.
04
i don't have the words to make you feel better, but i do have the arms to hug you, i have the ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and i have a heart that's aching to see you smile again.
05
it made me wonder how many times we forgive,
just because we don't want to lose someone,
even if they dont deserve our forgiveness
06
i never wanted anything other than to be your everything
07
sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning &you think, “i’m not going to make it,”
but you laugh inside remembering all the times you’ve felt that way.
08
you only have one life, why would you wanna live it like someone else's
09
i want to remember how you’ve made me laugh and sometimes cry, and i never want to forget how special and different you are and how you’ve touched my heart in a way that no one else could
10
i don’t remember what made us stop talking, i don’t even remember when the last time we did but i just want to let you know that i miss the best friend in you and i hope that you miss me too.
11
no matter how many coins you toss into the fountain,
or how many fingers you cross,
if it's not meant to be, then it won't happen
12
don't stop dreaming, there is no wrong in wanting something more
13
happy is waking up in the morning and realizing you have three hours left to sleep. happy is going in a pool on a hot summer day. happy is finishing a project after weeks of procrastination. happy is being out with friends and not having a care in the world. happy is taking a warm shower on a cold day. happy is having hot chocolate after shoveling snow. happy is being held by you